Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Laughing at myself.

I look back to my previous posts. How i let such stupid things get to me. Even if its only been a few months since I've posted those, it feels like i've aged so much. I love how i can grow up so quickly, but at the same time i hate it. Because i cant go back to being the guy i use to be before. Where i could mess around and not worry about everything i worry about now. Responsibilities. Emotions. My partner. My family; thats currently getting shattered.

I wish i could just relive the best parts of my life. It makes me sad to try and reminisce because i know that thing will never be the same as they were before. Everyone is changing. Where there is change, there are voids. Everything changes eventually. And so do people. I dont even talk to my closest friends anymore.

On another note:
Today was chill. I guess. Even with the drama from 12 am- 2 am this morning. The day went by quick, and i did so much work. Even if its finals week, i feel great. After school, Girlie wanted to chill with someone alone, so yenno. Gave her her space. Chilled with Tyler, Jerik, And Monica.
Lmao. Tyler is hella funny. holy shit.

Anyway, but hand is hurting. Hopefully i get this cast off next friday.
eeew.

Later.

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